The Fool/ Hero’s Journey

Yesterday for tradition Saw fossils of my family, outside of Former lover’s jurisdiction. They laughed as they called me a fool, And like the fool who makes the journey to God, I bore it. I did not speak up save for matters of race. How could I describe the tasteless taste? Not the type toContinue reading “The Fool/ Hero’s Journey”

Daisy

of the Ancestral Garden I should have stayed distant, stayed ardent.. But glad to be of service I hope you’ll be happier, you deserve it. You’ll never read these words I feel Just wanted to find another one Real. I wish you well, I do. Don’t mind my pain, it’s just me, it’s not you.Continue reading “Daisy”

Ghost Ship Victory Lap

Its waters Full moon then, New moon now I’m just dying, pls don’t have a cow. What could you do, anyhow? No life comes from your mouth. My shadow wouldn’t listen anyway My shadow loves death’s display. I want out of this world. I will not go back, I get love, not enough. You GladContinue reading “Ghost Ship Victory Lap”

So it goes

So it goes, Another waste of a storm. Another loner gone by mo(u)rn. Glad I never wasted my love On a hapless scorn. So it goes, A waste of suffering for One Nobody knows. Returned to see friend or foe, Binned off as only Ryan knows. Thanks for your painful honesty, So it goes. AnotherContinue reading “So it goes”

Tiger King

I remember hearing your set, Just wanting to wish you the best. I reached out, to be a friend. I didn’t know it was my end. Nor did my partner, Nor did my partner. I have boundary issues and I flirt, You took advantage, you teased, you hurt. I’m stupid because I thought you cared,Continue reading “Tiger King”

Tragedy’s Heirs

I have to sleep when it pulls me down,lest anyone have to bear witness.Rather die than make you frown,vanishing’s my business.Business is good, always has been.I’m okay enough to exist,thanks for askin’(you didn’t). I’m still growing accustomed to the songI’ll always be a stranger, lifetimes long.I give up daily,being heard, met, loved.I’ve stopped prayingOvercast darkContinue reading “Tragedy’s Heirs”

Overcast

I wish sometimes,the good times lasted longer(who doesn’t?)than the ineffableloneliness. I can put myself out there,be rejected for all Eternity(my inheritance)or be accepted at firstto see where it ends. I can’t imagine how manycome here from my fuckingdating profile.Like, why wasteour time?I could pour everything I am(I do)into this,as I do forliterally anyone. And forContinue reading “Overcast”

SWAMP STATUE

She made her choice to walk away,fine by me, make my day.Cannot make a moveanyway. It is deserved like the sun’s setDone from the get go, and yetdeep sadness pervaded byunderstandingindifference. It’s alone enough anywaythe stars overhead.I tried to give them to you. You said you already had them,If you had,You would not leave. TheyContinue reading “SWAMP STATUE”