“I’ve always loved you, and I just want to come home.”
don’t know why this heart takes chances
slit wrist sunk ships no more dances
ashamed to open up again to anew
I’ve spoken too much, sorry to bother you.
Tears from children, mothers dyin’
Angels witness deeds, don’t stop fighin’
Evil eats itself Ouroborous fryin’ divine fire
Play your song for the seeds, Orpheus lyre!
Listen to the woes of the world, but don’t tire
You’re needed for what’s to come
Rest, fight, educate, don’t run
All of the strength it takes to reach One
Pay close eye to who your thoughts become
Pray closed eyes injustice undone
If you want to help,
Listen to the songs unsung
These bars are the soul,
these bars so cold.
can’t touch them anyway
I’ve nowhere to go.
this forlorn light, why even fight
left to die by the end of the night.
I still don’t know why
I even try to make friends, share my
clearly world needs not
another corpse, just more snot
I oft long covid wed this mend
longfully look in the eyes, this trend
shrug into death just to come back again
at least the underworld wants to be my friend
Still remember the spring air, frost melt
No one left from then around now, oh well
Extended Ohio family trips, no one with, no one missed
Writing then as now, just to disappear later, how
Teacher said this work leaves you hated and alone
All the same to me, fated to die at home, no one knows
Where the spirit inspiration came from, goes
The soft haunting melody of love, Forest invitation above
Every love I’ve ever swooned leaves with good reason
Entire lifetimes in a song, lineage in a day, aeons seasons
Still remember those suicidal soliloquy silent nights
Always a blade nearby to slit trip visit black light
The railroad tracks trip, broken glass in hand ready drip
A soft stop and pause, sunlight gauze, warmth no one’s maw
Even those of male faith abandoned, left, bereft no Kannon
Just their absence glowing Grand Canyon
Easiest person you’ve met to roast and joke about
I could do it better, shadow of golden thread run your mouth
When you perish look into darkness and you’ll see what I’m about
Barely enough love sustain this corpse, voice gone hoarse mom
Every word a seed a waste a bless, listen close take your guess
Wisdom beyond age, socioeconomic, epigeneticist flow
Only hang out if you wanna know where Jung and Ancestors co.,
Where we truly come from, where we long to go
That golden road glow beyond come and go, yes and no
As our civilization dies in our eyes like our parents
Future to you, to me ever apparent.
I heard say smell is
sense closest to memory, your persistence
Saturday night may air
heavy rain dark storm not anyone around
I play games again to shut my mouth
reminded of 5 years and a deep love ago
similarly not anyone and on my own
looking, longing to die before your throne
now it’s ever present but we’re alone
everyone is dying, no one wants to come home
I can’t tell anyone the love in my heart
They just use it again, abuse me apart
Teacher said the best way for a meaningful life
Bear children, have a wife
I deeply long so, all my life
this rainroma corona’s strife, howling
Ginsberg ginseng tea
I wonder if Kingsley would listen to me
Probably not, the rain says.
another breath another storm
long since past desire scorn
please move on, please
your listening, is but a shadow of a tease
the sky then as is now
overcast golden glow of brown
thunder gun clap rolls by again
only darkness to call my friend
suffering on purpose teacher said
I’ll replay that song till I lose my head
One miss word fills me with dread
No not again, please not another dead
I can’t even make a fucking friend.
Mariez says it’s about self love
Wonder how she feels of above
bloody broke wing black dove
Eyes of the skies, children, wise
The wind picks up once more
Phone ring for Destiny’s Whore
The air feels as then
Arizona break up dread
To close and yet so far
I want to be free, I’m trapped in my yard.
I always looked to the sky when lost
Abandon self, you’re the boss.
I don’t know if or why I’d chose this
I’ll have died in your arms, if you’d noticed.
Red got entitled after
My broken tears in the shower
To her laughter.
What a joke.
I couldn’t cry for her, she was broke.
She thought I would kill myself
There’s nothing else.
young Mike longed Harry Potter
Bad Omen don’t you even bother 😂
Sirius bad, won’t take your offer
I’ll eat you whole, shit on your coffer~
Inheritor of the pain of raped daughters.
You only fear where you’ll never grow
Died when I was 13, blizzard cold
Died when I was 15, no one knows
Died at 16, tundra woes
Die at 17, blood ink flows
Died at every year, every night
No one around to pull me from the light
Same people then, miss me now
Just underworld, love to show ya how 💁🏻♂️
Full moon then, New moon now
I’m just dying, pls don’t have a cow.
What could you do, anyhow?
No life comes from your mouth.
My shadow wouldn’t listen anyway
My shadow loves death’s display.
I want out of this world.
I will not go back, I get love, not enough.
Glad to bow out once more
Death stream destiny’s whore
Used for your bemusement, but your chore.
Vanish from my rear view like this shore.
I swear- every light I meet only
Pushes me into further dark.
I quick abandon any hope for love
Death and a walk in the park.
You can’t come close, too Tony Stark.
Just a mark.