Here, the journey’s end
Or has it even started?
Sure, now there’s a bed
Large and empty like these valleys
More than not wish I was dead
Hung from the galley
Will likely never find love, never be happy
My mistakes are too many, too damning
Only a few ask, I barely manage
Consequence of life with no planning-
Live in God’s moment, painfully so
Drove a thousand miles just to
Find One who knows
But no one does, or it seems
Just the Way She goes, I won’t be mean
My entire life a loser, I can glean.
Day after day, new audiobook
Stories of how I can succeed
Make everyone proud, plant gold seeds.
Instead here I am, crying alone
No signal, no one to talk on the phone
Even now I’m reminded
“I’ve always loved you,
And I just want to come home”
I just want to come home
These words I can’t share
Too much shade from those who once cared
I’m so sorry for what I’ve done,
I made mistakes, wonder if she (you) were the one
I once thought this split would be fun
5 months now, coming undone
Should I be mature and end it now?
So many apologies made, but I don’t do enough
Always still I say too much.
Daisies bloom here, she keeps me safe
Watching Jojo’s until she’s tired, it’s late.
Will I die alone?
Seems likely, Fate.
Empedocles said the cosmos is just Love and Strife (Hate?)
Like Dr. Dog said, “how long must I wait?”
An Eternity, crying at Underworld’s gates.
