I heard say smell is
sense closest to memory, your persistence
Saturday night may air
heavy rain dark storm not anyone around
I play games again to shut my mouth
reminded of 5 years and a deep love ago
similarly not anyone and on my own
looking, longing to die before your throne
now it’s ever present but we’re alone
everyone is dying, no one wants to come home
I can’t tell anyone the love in my heart
They just use it again, abuse me apart
Teacher said the best way for a meaningful life
Bear children, have a wife
I deeply long so, all my life
this rainroma corona’s strife, howling
Ginsberg ginseng tea
I wonder if Kingsley would listen to me
Probably not, the rain says.
another breath another storm
long since past desire scorn
please move on, please
your listening, is but a shadow of a tease
the sky then as is now
overcast golden glow of brown
thunder gun clap rolls by again
only darkness to call my friend
suffering on purpose teacher said
I’ll replay that song till I lose my head
One miss word fills me with dread
No not again, please not another dead
I can’t even make a fucking friend.
Mariez says it’s about self love
Wonder how she feels of above
bloody broke wing black dove
Eyes of the skies, children, wise
The wind picks up once more
Phone ring for Destiny’s Whore
Ah
